Hari Jumaat lepas, aku telah berjaya submit letter of resignation. Plannye, lps solat Jumaat ingat nak submit, sekali bos aku panggil for appraisal. Dia explain my additional tasks for 2012 which is rather unpleasant of course... Ingat nak biar dia abih ayaq liuq explain, sekali, teruih aku cakap aku nak berenti. And..surprisingly, he doesn't look any surprise at all. Just tanya 'Why' jer..Dah tu..takde la kata nak suruh think twice ke haper ke...memang dasar cayanunalip betui!! Org selama 5 taun ni asyik dok cover his back to complete budget on time..mcm ni dia response.....! Obviously, he doesn't deserve me as his staff.
Tapi, HR Manager asked me to re-think over the weekend & give my answer on Monday...Well, today is Monday & my hubby said, x perlu think twice.
Pikir2 balik, with quitting i'll cut a lot of sins to-be: kurang mengumpat, kurang mengata, kurang sakit hati, kurang stress, eliminate rasa Monday blues, & banyak lagi...semoga keputusan aku ni direstui & diredhai Allah...demi kerana ingin memperbanyakkan amalan akhirat & demi anak2.
So..I guess, there's no turning back...!! My last day shall be on 22 Mar. Feel soooo....relieve lepaih submit & terasa satu burden of stress uplifted frm my shoulder & bundle of joy & happinness coming soon....
Ya Allah...restuilah, berkatilah & redhakanlah keputusan ku ini. Sesungguhnya, aku ingin memperbanyakkan amalan & pahala selepas ini...Kau lorongkanlah aku jalan yg diredhai dan kurniakan daku rezeki yg murah lagi melimpah ruah yg dtg dari semua arah yg tidak aku sangka...Insya'Allah...
Update:
Mlm smlm (9.1.12), aku buat solat hajat lagi..mlm tu aku mimpi air mengalir mencurah-curah tapi tak ingat ape ke bende ceritanya..yg aku boleh ingat air banyak turun dari mana tak tau....Insya'Allah..mudah-mudah ni petunjuk Allah merestui keputusan aku. Kalu mimpi api maksudnya tentu x elok kan....? So, since aku mimpi air...baik la maksudnya kan??
